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Comment by Dolly on October 24, 2014 at 10:30am

Coming up on our second holiday season without Brandon... it hurts more than ever...

Comment by Dolly on October 24, 2014 at 10:27am

egad Jane... they are all on 'PAUSED' right now... thank God.. what is WRONG with people???

Comment by Jane P on October 24, 2014 at 8:40am

Who is the administrator of this site?

Please look at what Mathew Brooks is posting in the Blog feature.

He needs to be banned from this site.

Comment by Jesse's Mom on October 23, 2014 at 9:43pm

I agree with everything that is said about year 2...just passed the  mark...

Dolly, the tree is so lovely...thanks for sharing...

I have been feeling like my heart physically hurts, especially at night...does anyone else have this?

Comment by Vasanthi S on October 23, 2014 at 8:06pm

Dear Britt,

3 years ago I lost my only son and my world as I knew it came to a crashing halt.I was divorced since 1998 and while my parents did live in the next house I was coping with all of it pretty much alone. I was working in northern India then and my son was in Dubai. 

None of us here I think ever had the chance to say goodbye and I will never say goodbye because the day I do that I fear I I'll go slowly mad.

I feel for you being alone and coping but you are not alone. Here we are all with you all the way to listen, share, weep, talk, inspire in our moments of strength and just be there. The pain you feel is enormous and I am so sorry that you have to go through it. 

23rd Dec it will be 3 years that my son passed in a car accident. Right now I am in India and it is the Diwali festival. I can see my son a young lad wearing fresh clothes, all excited in the early morning wanting to burst crackers and all that goes with Diwali. These flashbacks are vivid and I miss my child so much.

You will find that as time goes by the love you shared with your son will keep you warm. I pray that you get the strength , peace, love in your life to live. You are not alone. Please take care. I haven't been online often as I was travelling with my husband, an angel who came into my life one and a half years after I lost my son. 

I have learnt that life will change and when the changes are good I need not feel guilty about it and resist it. 

Lots of love to you and all my friends here.

Dolly that tree looks magical. Connie I empathize with every word you say. Teresa, Michelle take care.

Comment by Britt on October 23, 2014 at 7:20pm

It will be one year on December 3 that my son died it feels like the pain is getting worse. Everything I do seems to remind me of my son not a moment goes by that he does not come to mind. It has been hard for me because I have no one to grieve with just about everyone we both know have died. I have so much I have kept inside from not knowing the cause of his death till after he died, and not receiving a call that he was dead until the day after he died. I never said good bye, and I never knew how he felt. You see I did not see my son for a little over a year prior to that we were estranged. A few people I spoke with think he pushed me away because he did not want me to see him dying because of the fact I lost my Mother when I was young. I lost my husband my son's father in 2001, and others dear to me. I really have no family to speak of expect my youngest child who is 12, and it is not their responsibility. I am hanging on for my youngest child otherwise nothing in my life to look forward too. I could use a person that is going through the same thing to talk with.

Comment by Jane P on October 23, 2014 at 6:10pm

What is going on with the Blog feature?

Comment by Jane P on October 23, 2014 at 6:06pm

Dolly

I love your house.

You are "one with nature".

I spend a lot of time walking now, we have beautiful hiking trails where I live. I find Mother Nature is the only sense of peace I can find.

Comment by Dolly on October 23, 2014 at 12:10am

We watch the tree 'dance' from the front doors of our house that sits on a hill just above the little clearing where the tree is growing....

Comment by Connie K on October 22, 2014 at 9:50pm

No doubt Dolly that tree is a sign to you that Brandon is dancing too!

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