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Comment by kim on December 2, 2014 at 11:12am

jane, im so sorry you have to go through today. I know the pain you are in. please know im here for you, ill be thinking of you today love and hugs  kim

Comment by Sandy Hendrix on December 2, 2014 at 11:12am

Hugs and strength to you today Jane...

Comment by Jane P on December 2, 2014 at 11:06am

In Loving Memory of My Child

Danielle Clara Marie Provost

April 26, 1987 – December 2, 2012

 

The Band Perry

If I Die Young

 

If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a bed of roses

Sink me in a river at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

 

Lord, make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother

She’ll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colours

And life ain’t always what you think it ought to be

Ain’t even grey, but she buries her baby..........

 

Comment by Adrianne on December 2, 2014 at 12:23am

I'm struggling with this Christmas more than any of the others. I read what you all write and my heart is with you all. I can't find any words. Just tears. For us all.

Comment by Sandy Hendrix on December 1, 2014 at 2:56pm

Oh Michelle, it would be my wish also, nobody should have to go through this.  That will be so hard, mine will be in May and I'm not looking forward to it.  I also wish that I could focus on his life and not the drugs that controlled him.  It's all I can think of.  Hugs and love to us all.

Comment by Michelle H on December 1, 2014 at 2:28pm

Connie, Tracy, Sandy, Dolly, and ever other dear person on this site, I ache when I read of your pain. I wish none of us had to experience the death of our child(Ren). This is my son's birthday month. Can I bring myself to focus on his life rather than his death?

Comment by Sandy Hendrix on December 1, 2014 at 1:57pm

Yea it's pretty awful, I've been leaving early every day and I just sit in my office and wait for the time to go by.  I have some vacation at Christmas (yuck).  I've worked here a long time so they are very supportive but I get paid hourly and I just bought a new car (that I could barely afford anyway, lol). I'm so mad about that, if I could have seen this coming I sure wouldn't have.  I definitely cannot concentrate today, it's so bizarre, you just feel so out of it, nobody understands but all of my friends here. I don't think you can understand the magnitude of the pain and loss if you haven't been through it.  I was thinking about you yesterday Tracy... do you mind me asking how long your son had been into drugs? My ordeal started about 4 years ago.

Comment by Tracy Huston on December 1, 2014 at 12:26pm

Bless your heart hon I can't image working after 5 weeks. I wasn't able to do anything at 5 weeks. Couldn't concentrate. Cried all the time. Wish you could take more time off. Don't you have vacation or anything? I know your job is protected for a few months

Comment by Sandy Hendrix on December 1, 2014 at 11:30am

It's Monday, 5 weeks this morning.. I could hardly come to work, I can't stand to be here around normal, happy people.  I saw a guy on a bike who looked just like Randy, I am dying inside.  You are right Ammy, the pain gets worse as each day becomes more of this awful reality.  I thought I was stressed out last February when he went to rehab...at least there was hope then. I am trying to hold it together for my 20 year old daughter as I know she's in so much pain as well.  It's so awful just trying to make it through the day.

Comment by Lynn Williams on December 1, 2014 at 9:57am

Connie, Thinking of you, Daniel, and your husband today. Try and hold tight to those good memories. I will say a prayer and light a candle tonight my dear friend. Love Lynn

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