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Comment by Ammy on March 20, 2015 at 12:31pm

Connie, thanks for thinking of me.  I understand the apprehension of another birthday without Daniel.  My son's is 3 months away and I'm already thinking about it.  I think some of us have finally accepted most of the time that this is what we have to live with and then there are still the times we deny it.  I really never thought it was going to be this hard.  Will be with you and Michelle in spirit as you have these days.  Hugs and wishes for peace.

Comment by Ammy on March 20, 2015 at 12:24pm

Michelle, I'm thinking of you as this 2nd year approaches.  They are all hard; every year, every birthday, every holiday.  You have grown stronger and we will be with you.  Hugs and wishes for peace.

Comment by Ammy on March 20, 2015 at 12:20pm

Rj, I'm sorry for the loss of your son.  We all know your heartache and I just want you to know that what you are feeling / experiencing is normal .  Especially in the beginning.  It's so hard to know what is going on as we go through so many different emotions.  There is nothing that can take away this ache.  Let yourself feel, don't try to fight it.  Focus on what you need to do for yourself and take it one baby step at a time.  It's a long slow progress but you will make it.  Come here and say what you need to say.  This group is a great group.  You will get support and love here.  We all wish we weren't here and weren't living this life but we are.  I know right now you can't see how you will survive this but you can.  Sending you hugs.

Comment by Teresa D. on March 19, 2015 at 9:17pm

RJ I'm so sorry you have to experience the loss of your son. My heart is with you. 

Connie, I know Daniel's birthday is hard, but he stood at that shoreline with you.  I know there is nothing I can say right now to make this time easier for you but I will be thinking of you and Daniel.

Michelle, I'll be thinking of you and Chris as well.  I know there's not much anyone can say to me as I pass these markers, so just know I will be thinking of you.

Comment by Rj on March 19, 2015 at 6:38pm

Thank you Connie. Even taking a shower is such a chore, not that i have even taken that many. In Havent been able to return to work yet. Xanex helps and was just put on zoloft. Going to the gas station was awful, simple tasks are no longer simple in this new world. I just run back home in disbelief snd sob, double over pain.

Comment by Dolly on March 19, 2015 at 6:22pm

ADRIENNE the AFTER DEATH EXPERIENCES section of this site shows someone at the top of the page called Diana Y and there's a place to click to send her a message... maybe she's the one who started this site... worth a shot..

Comment by Connie K on March 19, 2015 at 6:13pm

Ammy it's nice to hear from you. Thanks for sharing the song and your sweet wishes. Those moments of peace are all we can really hope for and  it is those moments that help us to carry on. Hugs,  love and peace to you as well. and to everyone here.

Comment by Connie K on March 19, 2015 at 6:10pm

Michele, I'll be holding you in my heart. I know the dread and anxiety leading up to that day. For me, it is my son's birthday on March 31. and I like you still just cannot believe this happened. I went down to Santa Monica today to visit a friend who just had surgery. Before i left I thought I'd go down to the beach and stick my feet in the water. Daniel loved the beach, loved to surf, always wanted to live there. When i got there I just got so so sad. I went down to the water. It was very breezy and with the surf and wind, the noise drowned out my cries. I just stood there and sobbed for a half hour. When will we wake up from this nightmare? I can't comprehend it either...

Comment by Connie K on March 19, 2015 at 6:05pm

Rj - so so sorry for your loss. And so sorry to have to welcome you to this group. I also lost my only child, my son Daniel. He was 17. The pain is so crushing and overwhelming and we all know how you feel and walk the same path. I hope you can find support and hope here.

Comment by Rj on March 19, 2015 at 4:58pm

At the bottom it says report a problem. And on the bottom left it says created by Diana, you can click on both of those. Not sure if that helps.

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