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Comment by Rj on April 2, 2015 at 12:51pm

Just dreading any and all holidays...probably always will.

Comment by Sharon on March 31, 2015 at 11:35am

Rj

You can do it. Just take breaks when you need to. Sometimes I run into the bathroom for little cries. I went back the week before i was scheduled to go back and brought everyone lunch, just to get most of the big cries and hugs over.  That's the worst part, when people come up to you and say they are sorry. Then they tell you they know how they feel, because their grandma or dog died last year.!  Idiots!

Comment by Rj on March 31, 2015 at 8:18am

I am supposed to start back on Monday sharon. Not sure how ready i am but i dont have much choice, i can't afford to stay off any longer. I know it will be hard but like you, i will be as "normal" as possible but yes, inside a mess, probably always will be. One step at a time

Comment by Teresa D. on March 31, 2015 at 6:40am

I think the day they came and the day they left are the hardest days to get through.  Connie, my heart is with you!!!!  HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL!!!!!

Comment by Sharon on March 30, 2015 at 9:44pm

Rj,

I feel the same as you... I have some good moments, followed by really bad moments.  Grief is like ocean waves and you are right. It's really hard to keep getting back up. I'm working part time. It makes me get up and get out of the house.  I can sometimes make it through work without tears, but I usually cry all the way home.  I try hard at work to act normal and people tell me how well I am doing. I have them fooled, they don't now what a mess I am inside.

Sharon

Comment by Lynn Williams on March 30, 2015 at 9:37pm

Much love Connie. How wonderful to share Daniel's birthday with his friends.

Comment by Rj on March 30, 2015 at 9:29pm

Sharon, i did find it helpful. I am glad i went. Today was okay but this evening sure has been hard. When those big waves hit, hard to get back up! Maybe its just night time, too much time to think once the days come to an end. How are you holding up?

Comment by Sharon on March 30, 2015 at 8:13pm

Rj,

How was the meeting?  Did you find it helpful?  It's so hard. We are so early in our grief, that nothing really helps.  We just exist from day to day like robots.  We have no choice but to continue on... hopefully it will get easier in time.

Sharon

Comment by Sharon on March 30, 2015 at 8:10pm

Connie, what a beautiful way to spend your beloved Daniels birthday.

I'm sure it was a really hard day for you.  Hope that being wrapped in that special blanket made it easier for you.

Hugs,

Sharon

Comment by Rj on March 30, 2015 at 7:19pm

I went to my first group meeting last night. Survivors of suicide. It was hard but it is another step. Wednesday will be 2 months since i lost my beautiful son. Oh how i miss you larry

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