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Comment by Rj on April 13, 2015 at 5:35am

I hope to be somewhere also, not sure where. Probably not far enough away to escape the pain though.

Comment by Connie K on April 12, 2015 at 11:20pm

Me either. I'm traveling that day, so I will be occupied.

Comment by Sharon on April 12, 2015 at 7:59pm

I'm not going to be home for Mother's Day.

Comment by Rj on April 12, 2015 at 7:37pm

Mothers day...already dreading it beyond words

Comment by Jill E on April 12, 2015 at 7:26pm

She is a bitch!!! And not only that I know he put the bottle to his mouth but so did she. The pain she has caused me will never go away. She may have the same problem or maybe not, I know Josh was her husband they both hid his/their addiction so well I never knew. She never told me anything I never had the chance to help him.

Comment by Rj on April 12, 2015 at 5:31pm

No grammar police here jill. I dont even worry about spell check, we have enough to deal with. Its so sad when other family members make it so hard, as if you are not already suffering enough. Dont feel guilty, if she is a bitch than you can say it as much as you want as far as I am concerned. Love back to you!

Comment by Jill E on April 12, 2015 at 5:24pm

My typos in that post are horrible. My emotions took over my typing. Love to you all and it saddens me to see more followers to this site than the last time I posted.

Comment by Jill E on April 12, 2015 at 5:21pm

I have not posted for a long time. Moved into our house in Arizona to be clear set to our youngest son. I just have to get it out about my daughter-in law.The pain she has caused me is another jab in an torn apart heart. So with all of my heart I have to let go of this. She will do whatever she will do. I still have my son with me and always will. But one time only to all of you I have to say this she is a bitch. Now I will go and feTo guilty for saying that.

Comment by Rj on April 12, 2015 at 5:09pm

Sundays seem to last forever. I remember when larry was still here, we would meet up or he'd come to my house. We would spend half the day together and then i would dread monday because i wasnt ready for the weekend to end. Things have changed in so msny ways. I lost him on a sunday so those are my worst days, plus i am ready to get to work, just so i can have some distraction for 9 hours out of the day. Going back thursday was good, was worn out since i was off for two months. It will take awhile get my stamina back up but at least i am getting out, off the couch, drowning in grief. It is a scary place, easy to find comfort in depression. Larry was lively and so positive i know he would not want me to get stuck in that condition. The ache tho, no matter what i am doing is right there...still so painful

Comment by Connie K on April 12, 2015 at 4:49pm

Sheri please do not feel guilty. It is so hard to know how to navigate these waters. We are so often blind sided by comments and questions and the rage of emotions inside just have no where to go. I have answered the same way as you did in the past if I knew it was someone I would never see again and didn't want to deal with it. But that didn't work for me. It's all a learning process. You'll know in your heart what is the right thing to say and it may be different some days. It doesn't change the love between you and your child one bit. Just don't worry about how it may make others feel...  you have enough to deal with. And I''ll tell you one thing, you will find out who will be a support for you now in your life and who won't. Choose to be with those who can support you, listen when you need to vent and just be with you when you need peace and quiet. lots of love and prayers to you and everyone.

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