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Comment by Jill E on May 7, 2015 at 2:37pm

Today is 5 months since I lost my Joshie!

My husband drove all the way to Sacramento to trade in my car and get me a VW in honor of my baby. One of Josh's passions was VWs. It is appropriate that he gets it today. He says it is a Mother's Day present. I haven't said anything but Mother's Day sucks!!!! I am going to think of it as a gift to me and Josh. We will drive all over this beautiful place together, Josh right with me.
I love you Joshie. WYWH

Comment by Rj on May 7, 2015 at 2:19pm

Will be the hardest day....but i still have my dear mother so her and i are going to escape and do something. My first thought was to just stay home and die! But larry was mamaws boy and she is full of sorrow also plus who knows if she will be around next year. I need to be thankful for her, as hard as it is, she is also my best friend and very fragile.

Comment by Dolly on May 7, 2015 at 12:59pm

I hate mother's day

Comment by Sandy Hendrix on May 5, 2015 at 1:12pm

Hey everybody, Sharon I agree with you, I am so tired and I can't sleep and I feel restless and anxious all the time, I hate it. This week is very hard with Mothers Day coming up, last mothers day was the last time I did anything with Randy.

Jill that is a cool car and that is so great about the club.  I read your post the other day but haven't been able to comment.  It hurts me to know how mean and awful your daughter in law is, I cant  imagine how she can be so hurtful and mean to you, I'm so very sorry. She is a horrible person.

Peace and strength to us all today. x0

Comment by Sharon on May 4, 2015 at 9:05pm

Rj, I'm the opposite. I am soooo tired, but I can't sleep. I feel "restless" all of the time. Like I'm searching for something that I cannot fine.  How is your breathing? better? I'm sorry that you are having a bad day. I felt crummy all day yesterday.

Comment by Connie K on May 4, 2015 at 4:55pm

That's great about the award for Josh's car Jill! It's looks like a very cool car.  I'm sure he was there and enjoying it!

Comment by Rj on May 4, 2015 at 4:03pm

So true jill...it is always there, from time we wake up til the time we are fortunate enough to fall asleep.

Comment by Jill E on May 4, 2015 at 3:56pm

Big Hugs Rj. I wish I could just stay in bed and sleep the days away. My brain gets so tired. It gets tired trying not to think about what I have lost.

Comment by Rj on May 4, 2015 at 3:30pm

I woke up this morning but thats as far as i got. Told work i would be in late morning, didnt make it. I slept the entire day, i feel i could sleep every moment of the day and be fine with that. Amazing what the gift of joy and a loved one in your heart and soul will do for you. Take that away...you just become a shell, a pretty empty shell.

Comment by Rj on May 4, 2015 at 9:41am

That is so awesome Jill!! You needed something positive, i hope it helps your heart when you see this. * smiles *

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