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Comment by Rj on May 11, 2015 at 2:31am

Like you katherine, i wake up many times at 1 2 3 and pray the morning will hurry and come. There is no distraction from the pain and heartache.

Comment by katherine foster on May 10, 2015 at 10:14pm

I really just miss Lesly.  I've done well all day and then, as usual, it hits hard I  the evening when I don't have anything I can do to distract myself.  tears and sadness.  I will be glad for the morning because I know this dark place always passes.  but for now I am just really sad.  mother's day or not.

Comment by Rj on May 10, 2015 at 6:37pm

Im glad its a good day for you dolly...we must share the good as well as our hard days. Huugggsss

Comment by Dolly on May 10, 2015 at 5:56pm

just wonderful.. the colors are amazing... they glow... my daughter and I talked on Facebook too.. and my oldest son and his two kids... all called... we played some music like we like to do.. we feel Brandon close those times.. and Bo played his drums app.. and we watched the first two episodes of the new comedy on Netflix... I'm not sure what I think of it yet... Lily Tomlin and Jane Fonda and a couple of guys ... two couples... well I ramble... the day is almost over.... making supper soon... seems surreal ..... some days just throw me into a sort of daydreamy kind of detachment... like I function in and around everybody but its almost like I'm watching it happen like a spectator at the same time.. tuned out I guess... but I can still function and get what needs doing done.... hugs to you all...

Comment by Rj on May 10, 2015 at 5:38pm

How beautiful Dolly. :)

Comment by Dolly on May 10, 2015 at 11:18am

My oldest son sent me two beautiful arrangements of flowers and I got to talk to my daughter on facebook... and my husband made me bran muffins for breakfast... Brandon is sorely missed as always, but I feel him around me today... we will play some of the music he loved today.. that always makes me feel almost like I am already in heaven playing along with a heavenly band... I hope all of you have something happen today to bring your loved one close to you ... so you can each feel their love and know they ARE alive and not as far away as we are sometimes prone to think.... after all we ARE watched by a 'great cloud of witnesses' ... maybe they are in that cloud of witnesses that watches over us....

Comment by Jill E on May 10, 2015 at 10:06am

Josh use to call me first thing on "important" days. Mothers Day, my Birthday, etc. Does anyone, this is going to sound weird but know you should have a memory of something, you know it's there in your memory somewhere but it just doesn't come to you? I know that sounds strange but sometimes something reminds me of Josh and I try so hard to remember the time and place and all the details. I get so mad at myself because I want to remember everything I can about him. I feel like I could cry. I guess at the time it happened I didn't store it in my "memory bank" because I took it for granted that we would have years and years of more memories to make. Wish You Were Here. WYWH. I love you my darling angel, Josh help me get through this day...I love you more than life itself.

Comment by Rj on May 10, 2015 at 8:54am

Thinking of you all. We will continue to survive this difficult day. Sure missng my happy mothers day call this morning and first mothers day in 27 years larry and i have not been together. Love to all.

Comment by Sharon on May 10, 2015 at 8:13am

Wishing you all peacefulness on this Mothers Day.
Hugs to everyone.

Comment by Jane P on May 10, 2015 at 5:30am

I wish you all good memories today.

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