i lost my mom back in 2007 to stage four breast cancer. she had battled for 4 years prior to her passing and had been in remission for about a year but the cancer had come back and had spread ever. the day i found out that there was nothing the doctors could do to save her was one of the hardest days of my life. i felt like my entire world had been ripped out from underneath me. i still struggle with it everyday. i am 19 now and she died when i was 14, so its been 5 years since she passed but i still have moments where the pain of losing her is almost unbearable. i am supposed to get married next year and i know its going to be extremely hard not having her by my side at that special time in my life.