Hello Liz

I understand what you are going through as my mum also was in hospital and I really thought she would be ok and go home.  It looked as though she would be then suddenly we were called to the hospital as it was too late.  I felt like you and i had bereavement councilling and have read after death communication books and online.  I have had visitations from my mum in a dream.  Not an ordinary dream.  I then lost my dad nine months later and was in shock for a long time.  Its been ten months since I lost my dad. 

I dont think people should take medication as what we go through when we lose someone is normal and will go away in time.  Dont rely on medication as it is not an illness.

Your mum is watching over you and wants you to feel ok and when you are ready she wants you to be happy. 

I can now feel happiness even though before for quite a few months I thought it would be inpossible.  Its only because I no she and my dad are with me and want me to show them I am ok.

consentrate on the good happy memories and get a memory box to look through to comfort you and talk to your mum because she can hear you.

take care

from Marie. x