Almost a year now since my husband passed away ....

It will be a year now in June 22 since I lost the love of my life .. And I sit here and wonder how did I make it this far ... I know god is the only one that had to do something with that.. With me being strong at times .. Ever since I've done nothing good with my life .. I've made so many mistakes .. Sometimes when we are hurt or lonely we don't think and then we regret things ... I have to admit that I've met other people .which I wasn't ready to .. Good things have happend too.. I've enjoyed my kids more then ever and I'm learning to be a better mom .. But really that is all .. I don't believe that I will ever be happy or in love again .. . The pain is always there .. Sometimes we ignore it but it never goes away .. There's no day that I don't think about him .. That I miss him and I wish he would just take me with him

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Permalink Reply by Adriene M. Peruzzi on May 28, 2012 at 10:03am

I lost my beloved Grandma almost a year now June 20th. I feel about the same way. I feel so lost without my grandma. Yes her picture is my icon.

Hugs to you in this difficult time.

Permalink Reply by adriana gonzalez on May 29, 2012 at 4:07am
Adriene I'm sorry about your loss .. All I could tell you is to pray a lot n believe that your grandma is in a better place .. Sometimes that gives me comfort knowing my husband is waiting for me .. And saving me a spot in heaven .. 
Permalink Reply by Carly Michelle Hoskins on May 28, 2012 at 8:06pm

The one-year mark will be hard. But I know you can get through it. The fact that you've made it this far just proves your strength. You're in my prayers. God bless.

Permalink Reply by adriana gonzalez on May 29, 2012 at 4:09am
Carly thank u so much for your kind words .. They really do help !! N make me see that yeah I am strong n I have to continue being just that for me m my kids .. God bless you!
Permalink Reply by Amanda Ab on May 29, 2012 at 12:45pm

friend, I know it will soon be 1 year for you. And know how hard it will be. You know how hard it was for me. But like we have often said to each other, we have made it this far, we must continue moving. Remember that each person grieves differently, and you have done nothing bad, but found ways to help you cope with your pain. And at the ened of the day, they have worked, because you are still here with almost 1 year of him being gone!.

I am here for you!

Permalink Reply by Debra Waszut on June 4, 2012 at 9:37am

I hear you and I agree with you.  I only lost my husband two weeks ago and he to was the love of my life.  I can't even bear the thought of ever moving in the direction of being happy or in love again. Today is justa really bad day for me. The pain is really crushing. I am trying to be strong but it is just so hard.

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