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Comment by Julia on June 28, 2015 at 8:28am

Thank you fashionlover for taking the time to respond and share your feelings with me. Be well.

Comment by fashionlover on June 27, 2015 at 8:42pm

I feel exactly the same. I have always had the strongest faith in God. My mother was very strong in her faith and we often spoke about when she crossed over.  I told her to never forget me and she told me she never could. I lay in bed at night and cry so hard because there is such a silence. A silence that I never expected. I wish I could dream about her, hear her voice see a vision of her. But so far I have only received a couple signs that she is ok and where she needs to be.  I too, think it is unfair that my mom was sick. My mom was sick for a long time. To be honest, I'm not sure what is worse, watching someone suffer and die slowly or someone dying suddenly. I don't think any of it is easier. What I do know is that I really wish that I did not have to watch my mom suffer for as long as she did. Those are the memories that are burned in my mind, that keep me awake at night. Prayer is truly the only thing that gets me through these dark days. So I think that counts for something.