Hello to myself and everyone,

I am struggling with the idea that life goes on. Why? Why can't I take a sec? It hurts too much to just progress, I am not ready. But each day I have to function for my family, for my little ones. Then of course I feel heartless becasue I did. Doesn't my father deserve more?

 

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Comment by Crystal Ann Spaulding on April 10, 2011 at 11:19am
It is comforting to know I am not alone. But also sad to know someone else is experienceing the same thing. Yes my Papa would love to know I am okay and functioning. I think it is just in my head that I feel like the more visible painful I look the more I truly loved him. I did love him so much, I wish I had shown him more when he was alive.

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