pauline foster
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hi there who or where ever u are,im pauline,daughter of gracie.i have 4 sisters a one brother,married 2 kids and several grand-kids.im living oe exsiting one day at a time,trying to get through without breaking down since my mom died 3 months ago.
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im waiting for mom to come to me and to tell me to start smiling again,and that she is alright.its been 3 months now and i havent been to the cemetary,i guess im afraid i might accept that she is really gone.i stopped living on june 26 2001. my husband and family says i need to get myself back together,and im making myself sick.if,if if i could...i would of already done so!i sit here on my computer all day,listening to her music wishing i could get a sign that tommorrow will be a better day,not this hell and dark hole of pain that has consumed me.

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ON MY SITE TAKING ABOUT THE DATE ON MOMS DEATH WAS INCORRECT, SHE DIED 3 MONTHS AGO 2010 I WROTE 2001,WOW I HOPE IM NOT IN THIS SHAPE 10 YEARS FROM NOW! U MUST THINK IM CRAZY TALKING TO COMPLETE STRA…

ON MY SITE TAKING ABOUT THE DATE ON MOMS DEATH WAS INCORRECT, SHE DIED 3 MONTHS AGO 2010 I WROTE 2001,WOW I HOPE IM NOT IN THIS SHAPE 10 YEARS FROM NOW! U MUST THINK IM CRAZY TALKING TO COMPLETE STRANGERS,BUT MY SISTERS ARE JUST AS MESSED UP MENTALLY AS I AM.I GET SO MAD WHEN MY HUBBY TELLS ME I NEED TO GET ON WITH MY LIFE,LIKE A RELLY ENJOY LIVING IN ALL THIS PAIN AND TORMENT.FOR SOME UNKNON REASON TO ME,I CANT SEEM TO FUNCTION ON A NORMAL BASIC. I WANT MY MOOMY BACK! I USE TO ENJOY A LITTLE… Continue

Posted on October 4, 2010 at 9:13am

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