Hi Jeremy

Sorry for your lost. Don't be so hard on yourself  we cannot control something  like that no matter what we may think. GOD has a plan for all of us and all we can do is enjoy the time we have here on earth til it's our time to be with them, and make no mistake we will be with them. If you ever need a friend to talk to, I'm here I'm on yahoo. my email is myangel0212 take care and GOD Bless.

If I read your bio correctly, I think yesterday might've been a very hard day for you. I hope you're holding up okay and I'm sending you my warmest thoughts. If you need to talk, I'm available.

thanks for adding me as your friend

Hi Jeremy, thanks for your friend request. I've found the people on this site to be very understanding because they know how I feel. I'm so sorry for the losses of both your girlfriend and your Mom. I miss my boyfriend so much. I've been getting angry with our friends lately because they're adjusting to life without Pete, and their lives go on. While I understand that that's what has to happen, I'm not even close to moving on yet and I feel so alone. To me it feels like they're betraying Pete. I know they're not really but I can't help how I feel. The people here understand, so talk about how you feel. It really helps.

Thank you for sending me a friend request. Im sorry for your losses

Hey jeremy, I know how you feel. But it's so important that you don't give up. I know that being alone is the absolute worstfeeling in the world, but you can get through it. The key is to have a strong support system. Find a friend and try and getclose withthem. I met my bestfriend because she noticed that ii was always so sad, and now we are never apart. Try and find a hobby to keep yourself occupied. You might findnout that you love painting or drawing.

Jeremy,
Your story is quite similar to mine. I lost my best friend in an auto accident in 1997. She was my roommate in college, high school best friend, and maid of honor in my wedding. It was sudden with no warning. I did not get to say good bye. My father was my best friend. He died suddenly of a brain hemmorage from misadministartion of the drug TPA. He lived next door with my mother to my family. I watched him lay on the bathroom floor and the look on his face will never leave me. my mom and I now have to live with the fact that we allowed the Drs to give the TPA 6 hrs laterwithout understanding the deadly side effects it can have. I feel so much sorrow for you and please know that your sadness is understood on both levels by me greatly. I am not a spell checker so sorry for the mis spelled words.
Stacy

Hi Jeremy my name is Dana, oh how I understand what You are going through both my Parents passed away my Mom in march 6 2009, and My Dad April 19 2009. I had to watch my mom slowly die with a breathing tube shoved down her throat. I was the one who had to make the decision to take her off life support, but when she was in the ER her last words to me was I Love You Dana, I can still hear her saying those exact words it broke my heart then and it breaks my heart now. Then 44 days later I had to watch my Daddy die in his room at our home and in front of me I felt him leave, I know he missed my Mom so much he had to be with Her but I was not ready it was to soon. I am a christian and I too was mad at God, why did I have to go through all of this taking care of them only to watch them die! my Mom was my Best Friend so not only did I lose a Mother but my Best Friend. some days I do not know how to go on but I do, for my Husband and my kids and my granddaughter. I hope that it gets easier because the pain is just to much.