My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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Dear Kelli
I am grateful for your message. I get some comfort reading your words...I am constanty told by relatives and friends here to stay/be strong .. to focus on my kids but I get little peace from these words ... I am playing over and over again the words of my sisterwhen she called my mym saying that she had a pain in the chest, I wish I were there to take to a hospital.. she was alone in the flat I wish I were there to call the ambulance... I haunted that I have studied and lived abroad away from Greece so long and have missed on everyday things with her.... I so long for her to come to my dreams but have had nothing so far... I hope you are all having a better day than me... I hope tomorrow will be somewhat better... my love and prayers for all
not sure what to say.. I am so sorry you are here too..No words to comfort you.. I feel the pain and hurt.. I too lost my wonderful sister on 21/05 from heart attack at 36... my lifeline is gone and the longing for her just cripples me.. I am trying to take one hour at a time.. there are some moments of sanity and some not so good moments..I would give anything to have her back or to have just a day with her...
with love nadia
not sure what to say.. I am so sorry you are here too..No words to comfort you.. I feel the pain and hurt.. I too lost my wonderful sister on 21/05 from heart attack at 36... my lifeline is gone and the longing for her just cripples me.. I am trying to take one hour at a time.. there are some moments of sanity and some not so good moments..I would give anything to have her back or to have just a day with her...
with love nadia