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Ben Holifield
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- Little Rock, AR
- United States
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You're too young to be a…
139 members
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Losing Someone to Cancer
632 members
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- About Me:
- I am a 33 year old man from Little Rock, AR struggling to deal with the loss of my fiancee. She truly was the most amazing woman I have ever known and I often wonder just how I will get through all of this. I am currently finishing up my masters degree and then I'll start on my Phd in the classics.
- About my Loss:
- My fiancee was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer 7 months ago and passed away last month (09/19/11). We were supposed to get married on 11/11/11 and had even moved the date up to 09/10/11 when we realized that she wasn't doing well but they had to put her in a medically enduced coma on that date. I am so torn with a mixture of emotions ranging from anger, fear, saddness, hate, grief, and a great deal more. Though I am a rational man, I still find myself trying to explain this to myself with no luck.
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Traumatic loss of an onl…
37 members
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Loss of a loved one to a…
4 members
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Being the Other Woman/Ot…
45 members
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Grief Counseling
141 members
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Sibling Loss
10 members
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Losing My Sister
5 members
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Losing a Sister
94 members
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Funeral Service
2 members
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I miss my Mom!
751 members
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LESBIAN ..GAY 2 SPIRITE…
15 members
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Loss of a child In memor…
29 members
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Too Young To Die
17 members
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Multiple Losses Group
324 members
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Zoom Grief Support
39 members
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Orphaned Adults
80 members
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"I lost my husband overnight that it happened so fast that I still can’t accept that he’s gone."
My Fathers Loss
Many years ago, I lost my father after his battle with colon cancer that later spread to his bones. The grief stayed with me longer than I expected. Ambrosia Behavioral Health helped me work through that loss, understand my emotions, and find healthier ways to cope and move forward. https://www.ambrosiatc.comSee More
"Professional help gives you a safe space to talk, understand your emotions, and learn healthy ways to cope. It can make grief feel less overwhelming and easier to manage over time. https://www.ambrosiatc.com"
Traumatic loss of an only child
I started this group so that people who have lost their only child or the only child that remained, as in my case, could come together because I believe people that did have a child or children who now have none have special issues.
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Hello Ben,
I am sorry for the loss of your beatiful fiancee. I am sure she was as beatiful from the outside as she was from the inside. We all here are on the same page of mixed emotions. I continue to ask the Why? all the time and I have still to find an answer almost 6 months after my husband's death. There is just days that are so sad and feel like not knowing for how long more will I keep on moving forward. It is real hard to move on with such a loss. There is many great people on this site which I have met and helped me share my feelings and all of them understand because they too have lost a loved one.
Thank you