"I lost my daughter to leukemia, and the pain changed my life forever. Learning to live with this loss has not been easy, but I chose to turn my grief into something meaningful.
Today, I create oil paintings on canvas of loved ones who have passed…"
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- About my Loss:
- I lost someone I Ioved that's all I know to say. We were both married to other people. I loved him very much. We just met at the wrong time. I felt like we tried to stay away from each other but we just gravitated to each other. I have no one to share loving memories with because he is a secret as was I. He sent me a text two days before he died. I was going to call him after the holidays but I never got to. So many things I never got to say. I know it was wrong. I tried to change my feelings but I just loved him so much. I know that nobody will ever smile at me and make me feel the way I did when he smiled at me. I do love my husband and family but he has a drug problem and sometimes I feel like I'm married to two different people. I've been through so much and he was like my silver lining. I feel like the world is bleak now and I just don't want to be here.
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"I lost my daughter to leukemia, and the pain changed my life forever. Learning to live with this loss has not been easy, but I chose to turn my grief into something meaningful.
Today, I create oil paintings on canvas of loved ones who have passed…"
"I lost my daughter to leukemia, and the pain changed my life forever. Learning to live with this loss has not been easy, but I chose to turn my grief into something meaningful.
Today, I create oil paintings on canvas of loved ones who have passed…"
"I lost my daughter to leukemia, and the pain changed my life forever. Learning to live with this loss has not been easy, but I chose to turn my grief into something meaningful.
Today, I create oil paintings on canvas of loved ones who have passed…"
"I lost my daughter to leukemia, and the pain changed my life forever. Learning to live with this loss has not been easy, but I chose to turn my grief into something meaningful.
Today, I create oil paintings on canvas of loved ones who have passed…"
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EXACTLY how I feel! I had to stop looking at her Facebook page, then I found more peace. Private email me at cardz@tpg.com.au if you want.
Hi Rain,
This is a group people like us need, as we have no-one we can open up to about this. Perhaps people are finding it hard to deal with their grief, as I am, and can't write about it? I seem to suffer in silence, as I've had to since this happened, and have become used to it, though it's like a huge lump of stone inside me. Perhaps we can try to reach out to each other a bit more and keep this group alive.
Hi Rain - I am very sorry for your loss. Please feel free to e-mail me at catrich1964@gmail.com. I am happy to help.
Cathy