My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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ray, i am so terribly sorry on your loss of your grandmother. i know its easier said than done but try not to blame yourself for her demise. you did the best you could in that situation. my thoughts are with you. i lost my grandfather 2.5 years ago. i was the oldest grandchild and the only granddaughter. we were much like father and daughter. losing him just about killed me. i felt guilty because i wasn't there when he passed suddenly. i also prayed to god to take me away for the first 3 months. i don't believe in suicide and i know my grandfather would not want that for me. after a while, i knew that i can live without him but i just didn't want to. i hope that you can get to that place but in the meantime, my ear is always here
Ray, i lost my grandma in april of a stroke are stories are very much alike. if you would like to talk im here.