"its so hard xmas coz our loved 1s no longer with us so sorry on your loss "
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Marianne McCue
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- Rogers, AR
- United States
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- About Me:
- 56 year old woman divorced the father of my 2 boys after 29 years. I'm remarried. I'm a care giver to elderly people. I enjoy this work
- About my Loss:
- My 32 year old son shot himself. He left a 12 year old boy and a 6 year old daughter. My son and I were very close. I didn't know I could hurt so bad .
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Being the Other Woman/Ot…
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Loss of a loved one to a…
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Grief Counseling
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Sibling Loss
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Losing My Sister
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Losing a Sister
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I miss my Mom!
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LESBIAN ..GAY 2 SPIRITE…
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Loss of a child In memor…
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Too Young To Die
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Multiple Losses Group
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Zoom Grief Support
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Orphaned Adults
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Sole Survivors
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Hitting me
My daughter did MAID last Tuesday and I've been holding up okay.But just now the Christmas convoy (trucks all lit up that do an organized drive through our small town) went by and suddenly I just started crying, thinking how my girl won't be around to have these small moments. And not that she would have - she wasn't a huge Christmas or celebration person. So I don't know why I'm sitting here crying about it.Oh this is going to hurt a lot :-(See More
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Dear Marianne, I am so sorry, try from the deepest part of your soul to maintain for your grand children. I don't like counting the days that my son passed away because every sunrise reminds me that my son is not here but as much as I hate thinking it, saying it, reading it, writing it or typing it, my son passed away 3 years on Oct 16th, 2009....wow, it sound so foreign to me, so painful, I will forever be broken but somehow I get through each day. I can't even speak of my son in the past tense. None of this will ever be "ok", we can just stay in contact with those that are walking in our shoes. I can relate to your situation with your husband as well, my husband is not my son's father, he just wanted me to get over it and his attitude has severely damaged our relationship to the point where I moved out. Just fight to hang on.