I would love to talk with you as I too lost my mom on March 1.. Heart wrenching and the most horrific experience I have ever gone through seeing my young 74 mother die within 3 weeks of cancer. I am lost without her. Mom and dad were going to celebrate 50 years in June and instead of planning that we are planning a celebration of life. I am so sorry for your loss but maybe we can talk and get through this together. M