Suzy I don’t know if you’re still out there. If so, I hope you are okay. I read your comment and joined specifically because of it. My soul mate passed this week; I am gutted. Everyone’s story is their own, but he was my light, my happiness, I was the best version of myself when we were together. We both wanted a shot at forever, and we were getting there. I can’t articulate the heartache. Your words at least help me feel less alone, less crazy. I hope this group is still going I think it is the only comfort I can hope for. Thank you.

Suzy I would definitely love to keep the group alive and reach out. I wasn't sure if I was supposed to comment under your comment on my wall or come here still learning. I think this is the lonliest place in the world. I look at his wife's Facebook and see all the condolences offered for her and his mother and siblings. I see how they all lean on each other while I have to hide in the bathroom and cry alone. I see stuff his siblings post that I think that's exactly how I feel and how I would love to cry with someone that loved him too.