Hi Diane thanks for emailing me its been a roller coaster from yr 2008- to present ...i now have lost my grandson two months in june WOW I feel like where is the end of unhappiness its so hard to no that you are the only one left in your family my daughter lives 6 hrs away from me ....I have a husband and a dog only ones left its a horrible feeling some days trying to get better by going to grieving groups .....my health does not seem like it use to be...trying to lose weight teeth are giving me grief bones ache what more .........its very hard some days to believe family and the Lord are looking down upon me ......Diane we have to look at the bright side of life its very hard some day....Peace be with you Marilynne