You are still Kevin’s mom, and you always will be. NOTHING, not even death, can change that. I don’t know what your beliefs are, and I’m not trying to shove my beliefs onto you. I just want you to know that I truly believe this is a temporary separation. It’s a horrible, gut-wrenching event and I’m so sorry you are going through it. Cry and scream and do whatever you need to do. But please don’t give up hope. You will see him again, and you will ALWAYS be his mother. God bless.