Melinda Miller
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I lost my husband 4 years ago. He committed suicide. He got addicted to crack. I have two children by him. My kids are 10 and 7. My kids are great. I truly don't know what I would do without them. I…Continue

Started this discussion. Last reply by Tina W Jun 14, 2012.

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I am still struggling with the loss of my husband. I am spiritiual and believe in the afterlife. I know he is still around us and sees things clearly now but I feel broken and can't seem to get over it and move forward. I have really good days and then bad ones.
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My husband passed away going on 4 years ago. He got addicted to crack and ended his life. I have had two reading and each time he came through. He stated it was a accident and he was "out of it." He also stated that even though he loved me he had a hard time showing me but he truly did. I dealt with the addiction(he hid it for years) until he went into rehab. back in 2005. He came out and started using and it was all down hill from there. We have two children together(ages 10 and 6) and I still have a hard time letting him go! I was never spiritiual(really knew nothing about it) until after his passing. I had so many signs and felt his presense. I know he around us but I am really having a time of letting go of what was and what is to be. I know everything happens for a reason. Both reading were very accurate. I at times feel can I go on? I feel lonely, abandoned and long for the family we were suppose to be. I am strong for our kids and even though he is not on Earth he is taking care of his family. Before the addiction took over his life he was a hard worker. I seem to get this way around this time of year. Sometimes I am very at peace and others it is terrible roller coaster ride. I know I need to get on with my life but I get suck. I love him very much.

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Please help me...pain is unvearable at times

My husband got addicted to crack and took his life going on 4 years this July. We have two children together...ages 10 and 6. I long for the family I thought we would have. We were married for 16 years. I loved him very much. He started using back in 2002(he hid it from me).....I didn't find out until 2005. He was never mean to me or his children. I watched the man I love turn into someone I didn't even know. I need some support. I feel so alone and fight depression a lot. I can't seem to move… Continue

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