Ganny, there are no words to express my condolences on the loss of your son. My 33 year old daughter (and only child) died on May 25, 2009 and I can find no words to describe the pain and loneliness caused by her death. I too felt I could not go on...how does a mother continue living after the death of a child? I have found grieving to be very painful and confusing. We all grieve differently and in our own time. I also keep a journal and during this first few months found myself writing in it daily...I don't write so much these days. The members on this website have provided friendship and guidance as we all share the bond of grief.
Take care and let us know how you are doing.
Laura