My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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Libby, I am so very sorry. Everyone does grieve differently -I apparently am doing similar to you in that department...Please don't feel you are the only one 'going crazy'. My mother and I spoke all the time-several times a day-she was my rock in every way; so I can relate to that reality. Still, Libby- you can not rush yourself to heal. I am in no way close to healed-every day can be a battle-at times every moment even. This is a very good forum to assist in those moments-however frequent or on your 'good' days as well. My mom had just turned 63 1 month before her death. I have lost my grandparents, my very 1st boyfriend and others-still, losing my mom is very different.
Warmest Regards~