My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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Keleigh, you've suffered so much loss and I'm so sorry for that.
Your story is very heartbreaking and the trauma you have experienced caring for your parents is very upsetting. I took care of my mom for almost three years before she died this past May.
Her last moments on this Earth were also very traumatic for me. I had to call an ambulance to our home and still can see her rapid breathing and glazed over eyes. I still have anxiety attacks - mostly in the morning and always feel afraid because I realize she's no longer with me.
Again, I'm sorry for your losses. I lost my dad too so feel like an orphan, even though he passed almost 15 years ago.