Ok, I am feeling the christmas depression right now. The last few days I have been moping around, sleeping as much as I can, not wanting to leave the house. I have not purchased the first gift or even went shopping. I am trying sooooo hard not to make this a sad time for my kids, but I am so sad right now. How is everyone else doing with the upcoming Holiday?

I lost my mom on Sept 23rd,2011 to End stage liver cancer. I guess the best way to describe how I feel is that the day she died, a piece of me did too. I feel so hollow without her. Never in my wildest dreams did I think I would be 31 years old without a mother. I have 3 small children  12,8,4 . I feel like a little kid that has been left in the store, forgotten or something. I feel so alone without her, she was my best friend. I am trying this online support group out, in the hopes that I…