My mom died 4 months ago
My mom had pulmonary fibrosis. She was sick for a few years. It was funny how when my grandmother smoked, my mom would always say-I’m gonna die from second hand smoke. My mom never smoked. She died from lung disease. Ironic.I was fine at the funeral. Planning. Talking to everyone. I thought u handled it great. Now 4 months later, I’m a mess. Some days I’m perfectly fine, but others I can’t walk down the street without crying. I keep thinking that I haven’t talked to her in a while & I…See More
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Hi Amanda,
Losing a mother to cancer is terrible. The pain is so raw and runs so deep. I lost my mother in December 2012 to pancreatic cancer. Like your mom, she was pretty young. I am young, too (35), and I really related to what you wrote on the "I Miss My Mom" wall--I, too, have thought that I will probably be alive longer without my mom than I was with her. And it feels so terribly unfair that our moms were dealt this deal. Shortly after my mother died, I had someone tell me, "there is nothing worse than the pain of a daughter losing her mother." I think that is true. If you ever need to chat, feel free to PM me anytime. Thinking of you.