Hi Alicia I'm Kia I just loss my wife on June 5 th suddenly she died in her sleep at 30 yrs of age. We have been together 13 yrs married for almost 6 yrs our anniversary is august 28 th it seems like everyday it gets harder like you I keep thinking I ll wake up and she ll be home or I ll hear her key in the door. I'm starting to put her things away but I just can't bare it everyone says do things at my own pace but I don't think I ll ever be ready. I also think of all the plans we made and things we wanted to share I just always thought we would have all the time in the world but now it's just me trying to figure out how to get through each day. God bless you and your baby