I rememebr the day my son passed away like it was yesterday. I held him on my chest whiles he took his last breathe. As his mother i felt helpless there was nothing i could do to help him. theres not a day that goes by that i dont think of him. I constanly pleaded to god " how could u take a baby from me at only 5 months old?" none of it seemed fair to me it still don't.There are mothers out there that don't care for thier kids but out of all people you chose one that would give her life to save her child. I know it sounds selffsh and i don't mean it in a wrong way i just don't understand how life works. i miss my child more and more each day . they say time heals all pain but in reality the pain remains the same.