Today I washed and groomed myself.

I took my medication and am having breakfast.

I was touched that people responded to my post on this forum.

I helps me so much to know that someone is out there who may understand what I am going through.

I have no support or friends at the moment and am stuck in a lonely country town .I have plans to move on to a better place but for now im stuck here because of health issues I am getting fixed.

I greived deeply again yesterday and contemplated suicide but I was too scared to try mainly in case I failed and ended up ina worse situation than I am already in.

I felt so bad yesterday and I made a decision to really try and look after myself in the best way I know how.

At the moment it goes from day to day and a day at a time.

My grief over Carol Ann's loss is profound and is going to take allot of time and love to heal.

This I have accepted and I have to be very gentle with myself.

Today I will try my best to do what I have to do .

lis

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Comment by Elizabeth on August 14, 2014 at 9:44pm

Thankyou for your kind support .I really need all the help I can get at the moment .Yes Carol would be proud of me for just little things like doing the washing up and showering and keeping myself groomed .She would have wanted that .Its so hard being totally alone but im doing my best with it all.I will post again. Thankyou again for your support.

Comment by Lost & Alone on August 14, 2014 at 9:24pm

I am glad to see you are doing better. Carol would be proud of you. When you think you can not go on another step, think about what Carol would say to you and do that instead.

Sorry to hear you are alone, it does help to have someone to lean on, I am glad that you have joined us.

God Bless

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