My name is Vivian. I lost my 16 year  son on October 23, 2011. I am hurting so much and noone seems to care what I am going through. When I bring up my son they want to change the subject which upsets me because I am basically going through  my grief alone. My husband isn't here for me he just pushes me away. I miss my son so much, his death was unexpected. He was sick off and on for two weeks before he passed away. He was going back and forth to the doctor. First they said he had an upper respiratory infection and then it was the flu. My son was at home when he passed away I watched him die before my eyes. The coronor said my son died from a blood clot on his lungs and heart. My son nd I were very close and I miss him soooo much.