Every single person that has cared about us or supported us or thought about us.... You all have HONESTLY saved my life more then once.. I cant even begin to explain the hopelessness you feel over the loss of such an amazing , beautiful person that means so much more then the world to you. The only reason you had to change your life completely, and make you realize what true love means, once they place that being, in your arms... Its something you could never understand unless you are a mother! But when that is taken from you... There is also no feeling someone could explain ... Its horrible , traumatic ... and all you know , is this hopeless , helpless loss that you couldnt ever understand if you arent going through the exact same tragedy.. God, to me , doesnt exist ... Maybe angels do ... Because since this has happened my whole life, has came crashing down around me! Not only loosing Alexcia Mckamey that isnt where the horrible things stopped . Its been one thing after another but you know whats made it possible to still be living this life ... All of the ANGELS that have compassion and love , your kindness is beyond what i could have expected after everything ive gone through .. You are why im still making it through .... My daughter changed my life for a reason and im not sure why anymore but every time i see or feel a kind soul it makes me remember the love of my daughter who ONLY had love in her .. You dont know how much that could ever mean to a mother who no longer has that love .. I just. Want to say thank you to EVERY single person who still has that love in them .. You are an angel just like her and i will not only think of you when i remember my angel but i will also remember my angel when i think of you.. there are no words to express the love and kindness all of you in this group and others, have shown me !!!