I am so upset by my sons passing. Your words have helped. Even though it has been
2-1/2 years for your son, I know you feel as I do. I have been told the pain does get better with time. I believe this because of how I am carrying my mothers death. I just wish that I saw this coming. That is why it's so very painful. It's like someone just snatched him from me when I wasn't looking. I want to scream, I want to throw something. My other children can't fill this void. I just want this pain to stop.