Whilst searching the internet for steve's parents memorial,( they usually do one at the time of the anniversary of his death) I came accross a link I had not seen before even though I have searched the same criteria for a long time. The link was for his haulage company that he used to run when I first met him. Intrigued I clicked on it and was then invited to obtain the company records which of course I had to do. However I was then very shocked to see that his company had gone bankrupt, he told me he had given it up as busines was not good but not that he had gone bankrupt. I then felt terrible guilt as he had spent thousands of pounds (thats not a misprint) on calling me on his mobile phone which he obviously could not afford, it may also have led to his high blood pressure which eventually killed him. I am finding this really hard to deal with I wish I had known how bad things were for him. Babs