My first anniversary without him.....

Today would have been five years of marriage, and what once was the happiest day of my life is filled with overwhelming sadness. I can remember the two dozen red roses he sent to me at work last year. This year I spent the day alone putting flowers on my husbands grave. It has been six months since he passed and I can not imagine six more months without him in my life.

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Comment by Nicholle on May 19, 2014 at 8:45am

One day at a time, one day at a time. It's so overwhelming to think that it's the rest of our lives without them, so we can only do one day at a time. You are already doing it. Sometimes it's one minute at a time, even, but you are doing it already. Hang in there. This is harder than I ever dreamed it could be, but when I say it to you, that you are doing it already, one day at a time, I understand that I am too. You are not walking alone!!!!! 

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