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Comment by Pamela Manning on October 25, 2012 at 9:27am

Welcome Don, Iam so sorry for your loss. I recently lost my husband to cancer. We moved to Florida to enjoy the good life sorta speak. 3 weeks later my husband got sick and was taken to The emergency room in Kissimmee Florida only to find out he had lung cancer with mets to the brain. He passed 3 months ago. What a journey we had. We moved here the end of march and got a horrible diagnosis April 6. He passed July 18th. I cry daily and have such an empty feeling. I do know how you feel. One of the things that I do have to hang on to is something that was said to me by a physician. I will share it with you.... Mr. Manning she said, "you are going to die, maybe from the cancer or a complication from treatments but you are going to die, Now the reason you are going to die is because the day you were born your book was written. The reason anyone dies is because you are being called home but the cause is cancer. There has to be a cause of death. Very few people die of natural causes." That in itself made me feel better knowing that my husband's book was written and he was being held in Gods arms. The day he passes it flew out the window but now that I have had some time to think about it I do however have comfort knowing that he is walking in heaven looking down on me. Does it still hurt? Yes.