Hi everyone,My name is Kim,I am new here.I have been so sad and lost since my Mom Jackie died June 17th 2016.I was there pretty much by myself in the hospital room with her just waiting for her to take her last breath,I fell asleep and Mom passed,I woke up to her being gone,not breathing.She had left me so alone in this world.She was my everything and I miss her with every breath I take.As i hug her body and cry and lay my head on her chest,a breath came out and I heard my name.Mom was okay,I am not.I am trying hard to live but when she died part of me died too.Im not sure how to move forward.I avoid going out of house as much as i can,My anxiety and worry is off the wall.My husband drives over the road truck so he is pretty much never home.Just me and my two doggies.I thought perhaps if I joined a group I might learn the tools i need to move forward.It breaks my heart for all that everyone has lost and I do realize i am not alone in greif,she alone with myself.This is my first attempt to put down part of what i feel,Just plain empty,like im just a burden,no help to anyone.I pray that one day this too will get better,God Bless Each and everyone of you