In 2 days it wil be 10 months since I lost my son. It is still as hard as it was the day he left us. seems like everyone has forgotten about him. All I can say is I will do everything possible to keep his memory alive no matter how bad the pain is. My family acts like I don't even exist they say if I need to talk for me to call them ya right why should I have to be the one calling i lost my child they did not lose theres. My husband and other boys have been the only ones there. There is so many days and nights that I cry alone. People say it gets better but I will never beleive that one. Anyone out there who has lost a child and wants a friend I am here. I know the pain of lonely and hurt.