My mom was the funniest lady you could ever meet. My friends thought she was hilarious. Her death was such a surprise to me because I had no idea how sick she really was. I am angry that nobody told me but I guess I just have to live with it. I miss her so much and I would give anything to have her back. She was on life support and was suffering, so with the advice of the doctors I made the decision to withdraw care. Even though the doctors said that there was nothing else that could be done, I still wonder if I did the right thing sometimes. My aunt said it was best, and my mother told me that she would not want to live that way, but I still wish that I had waited a little longer. I heard these regrets and doubts are normal for people who have removed a loved one from life support. I am lost in this scary cold world without her and I just wish I could have her back. If I had known she was going to die so young I never would have went to college. I would have spent all my time with her.