I don't know how I feel anymore.  Just sad, lonely and depressed most of the time.  I live with my sis and now that she is gone, I rent a room from a fellow nursing student.  All my things in storage, and really want to get a place of my own with my daughter...only family left here in Arizona.  Not close with 2 of my brothers and the other one is still as devastated as I am so conversations are difficult, besides, my phone was stolen the day after B-Day anyways...need to get a grip...