After trying to battle cancer for 6 years, my mum unfortunately passed away in march of this year. I miss my mum so much it is unbearable. I feel so lost and alone.

I'm an only child and my dad and i are very close but we can't talk about our feelings. We can't talk to each other about the pain or the loss that we feel. I'm not very good at talking about my feeling to anyone really, not even my friends. No one really seems to understand what i am feeling and everytime i try to reach out to someone, there is no response. The only one who really understood me and i was able to talk too, was my mum. I told my mum everything and she would always have the right answer or the right advice or she would just simply listen to me.

I am totally lost now she's gone. I cant talk to her about the pain that im feeling, because the pain is my mum not being here anymore.

i'm lost and i don't know what to do. Everyday live seems to be getting harder each day and i seem to be crying every night.

Since my mum passed away i have lost faith in the people around me. These past few months have taught me that there is no unconditional love. People aren't really there for you in the way you would like them to be unfortunately.

Also i have lost one of my best friends. When something horrible happens in life you expect certain people to be there for you..but then they let you down.

I just can't understand why people can be so thoughtless and unkind.

And all these things i want to talk about with my mum..but she's not here :(