I had a dream last night of my wife Jami.  She was lying beside me and she was all in white.

She said something about she was able to spend a little time with me.  Her face was very pure and vivid, and she was dressed in white (or just glowed in white).  

Some of her words she spoke of were that she will always love Nicki and me and everything will be alright.

Holding her,kissing her and smelling her perfume were also obvious during and after the dream.

I remember such a free and peaceful and happy feeling, then the sound of very loud thunder and hail woke me up and I had to convince myself that it was a dream because it was so very real.

I started to get out of bed to go around the house looking for her.

Jami always lit candles and just loved nature and it's sights, smells and sounds.

I had a previous dream a couple of months ago of going throughout our house in my dream, and seeing lit candles in all of the rooms.

We spent many nights lying in parks on a blanket, talking and gazing up at the stars when we dated.

There is a magical love we have between us! 

Early this morning (same day of this dream and just prior to the dream), I was awoken at 1:11 am, and the day before after going to bed, I woke up and looked at the clock and it said 1:11 am.  Now I always heard that the #'s 1111 mean that someone is trying to get in touch with you and/or the earth and universe are in balance by these numbers.

Also, the date of her death was 040111.  

I am not a numerology person or fan of it, but it is unusual, or is it obvious that there was contact?

Whatever it is, I do believe it was Jami stopping for a visit!

I am 100% honest of all of this with everyone on here and believe me, I have been very enlightened today and very wide-eyed about my life!  There was something tremendously holy and spiritual about this experience and I feel so very lucky!

Our loved ones are always with us, and we all have to believe it and trust in it.  It can be very hard to go on with our lives, but it is all about re-learning new ways, while still loving them, and making it a daily ritual of thinking happy thoughts!

I am praying for you all to begin your healing!

Love makes our life whole again..........

Peace and Prayers,

Michael