I still feel as though I am in a fog even though it has been four weeks since my sister was so tragically taken from my family. This has been the most difficult thing I've had to endure in my life. My sister had a head on collision with a driver who slid/ swerved into her lane killing her instantly. He is fine and hasn't been charged. The accident was caused due to icy road conditions the police claim. This has not been enough for my parents, my brother and I. We are left with this infathomable hollowness that continuously resonates in the background as we attempt to acquire some sort of normalcy in our lives. I refuse to believe that she is really gone and that I won't see her again. I didn't have a chance to say goodbye or even able to tell her that I loved her. I have all of these unanswered questions that no one seems to know the answers to. I just want to know that she is happy wherever she is and that she knows that we love her. Our lives will never be the same without Al.