I Can Not by Ronna Doescher on Friday, January 6, 2012 at 9:44am · I can not sleep, for dreams of you are waiting for me Though I love to see, It hurt's too much when I awake The thought of not seeing you in person is too much for me to bear I can not be awake, for thoughts of you are in my mind they take over and I cry all over from missing you The thought that you will not be with me is more than I can bear People ask me how I can think of joining you, but they don't understand I can not be awake, I can not sleep, for you are everywhere The pain in my heart is overwhelming, all I can think of is being with you I can not do this, for to give my family this pain that I feel Is the cruelest of fates for anyone, even those I do not care for So I am stuck, Can not sleep, Can Not be awake, So What am I to do People say "get over it, he wouldn't want you to be sad" But they do not know how hard life is with out you by my side The laughter, the tears, the good and the bad, are now gone I can not Sleep, I can not be awake For missing you is now my everything Please Help me to learn this new Life that I must live without you for if I don't I Can not LiveHow I am