HOw I am doing today

Today I fel the loss of you greatly. It is hard to imagine that you are not here. When I wake up, it takes a moment to realize I will never see you again. It's hard to know that I can not share my day and get your loving answers and support that I so looked forward to. Today, I felt more like joining you than ever. They say I may not go to the same place that you are, but the emptiness and lonliness that you left behind are almost too much to bear. I do not have many people I can share with my grief with. Few people i can share my memories, both good and bad with. I do not understand why the gods needed to take you away from me. I have already lost so much,k I don;t think I can recover from this.
You always said I was a surviver, Bur there are certain things even the most steadfast person has trouble with. I just wish I kinew what to do. I grieve for you greatly. I light my candle to you every night in hopes that you know I love you.
I Hope every day that you can give your family some measureof comfort and peace so that I may tell them how the last ten months were.
I would like to share our hopes and dreams, our fantansies and what we accomplished.. I would like them to know that I loved you and that you loved them in turn although you did not necessaryily keep in contact with them. I know How much you loved me and them.

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Comment by Babs on August 27, 2011 at 7:12am
Ronna, my heart goes out to you. I understand how hard it is not to be able to share your grief with others, but glad you can share on here. I am here if you need to talk. The loneliness is horrible and too much to bear sometimes, I am just really glad I found this site and some other people who understand the utter hopelessness, emptiness and loneliness that we feel. Lots of love and Big hugs (sorry the hugs can only be computer ones) sometimes we just need someone to hold us. Babs

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