I lost my mom over a year. I cry every day. I keep hearing the doctor's words I was going to kill her if I did not place her on life support. I keep thinking of the promises I broke..,,,she died alone..,,in a hospital....people praying over her.

Lol thanks to Obama care does not cover depression. Lol I would have to be suicidal or an addict to get help.

With all this now happening I can not even have my mothers ashes. A day after she passed I followed her wish....to donate her body to science. A year later I found the mortuary company screwed up and only had one witness to my signature. I have been told now her only family member can not have her ashes.

It is as the world against me. I have about ran out strength to keep moving on.