I lost my wife to cancer, now, her sister. (she and I became so close.).  She was there to help me get away from the pain and heartache although I never did get rid of it but she helped me through it more than ever.  A baby sister anyone would die for.  If someone is testing up in heaven, or if this is just a game, please let me make a statement.  YOU WON.  My love is gone and now my little sister, cancer is a horror in this world and I'm an m.d. to be but couldn't do anything.  In the end, is just a losing battle.  Love everyone moment you have w/ that special person.  For I will not wish what I'm going through to anyone in this world.