Time never gets any easier as it passes and still 5 months later I find myself struggling to get out of bed for work. My partner has been trying hard to support me and finds ithard because I'm snappy and moody. However, Monday he lost his gran he was very close to. His way of dealing with grief is to be alone. He won't talk to me and won't spend time with me but wants to spend time with his friends. I feel so pushed out I can't deal with it. I feel bad because I don't know how to support him because I'm still grieving myself. I still need support and he wants to be alone, away from me and I'm struggling a lot and I feel so lost.